Why am I getting so fed up?


I told him, told everyone that it was absolutely over. But no. I still fell towards him, wish so much it was not over.
But thats not the worst part. I can hide those emotions under cold glares and snickers. No, the worst part is when before morning assembly in school. Me and my best friend and him were all at the canteen. I know he likes my best friend! But… He just STARES at her like a goofy guy. I dun get it. I try hard not to get angry with my friend or ANYONE. But i cant help myself. I will just blow up at any small matter. Im afraid of this different ME. I want to go back. Back to when he was still here, back when i dun blow up easily. Back when i was still me.

A Girl Weeping Deep Inside


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