I am SO crazy

Sup. 

You will never know how ashamed, how guilty, how… how angry I am with myself. How can I be such a terrible jerk? 

She is my best friend for three long years! And yet… yet I am hating her so much SO much just because of what happened between me and him.

I am so ashamed of what I am doing, flaring up at her for a single sentence she says.

But then again, I can’t stop myself from hating her. I have gotten too deep into him to just let go. Its gonna take much more than A while.

Maybe what I can do is say sorry. to her. 

 

A Girl Weeping Deep Inside

Cherry