You will never know how ashamed, how guilty, how… how angry I am with myself. How can I be such a terrible jerk?
She is my best friend for three long years! And yet… yet I am hating her so much SO much just because of what happened between me and him.
I am so ashamed of what I am doing, flaring up at her for a single sentence she says.
But then again, I can’t stop myself from hating her. I have gotten too deep into him to just let go. Its gonna take much more than A while.
Maybe what I can do is say sorry. to her.
A Girl Weeping Deep Inside