I am SO crazy


You will never know how ashamed, how guilty, how… how angry I am with myself. How can I be such a terrible jerk? 

She is my best friend for three long years! And yet… yet I am hating her so much SO much just because of what happened between me and him.

I am so ashamed of what I am doing, flaring up at her for a single sentence she says.

But then again, I can’t stop myself from hating her. I have gotten too deep into him to just let go. Its gonna take much more than A while.

Maybe what I can do is say sorry. to her. 


A Girl Weeping Deep Inside


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